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I'm sorry
I hate that she doesn't trust me. It I heartbreaking. I don't lie to her. I mad a mistake and I will fix it. It was so painful for her to say I don't want you... U make me miserable. She is really hurt. I know how she feels though. If I compare just the lying part... When Lindsey lied to me about glen I thought about breaking up with her. I was ( Read more... ) -
Whoa
Sometimes I worry that I do not know how to be hAppy or make someone else happy. the only thing that me and Lindsey has trouble with is she is sometimes negative especially when stressed with school and her focus on the negative makes me feel like I can't do anything right. I know how make mistake but when that what she is focused on I don't know ( Read more... ) -
Oh my god
As I walked to my and lindsey's apartment at 11 last night, a man started following me and talking to ne and trying to make me stop. I drew my knife that Linds got me and told him to go away. I was so scared! I but my finger on knife because it is super sharp and I was freaking out. I'm never going anywhere without that knife!
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Oh my god
As I walked to my and lindsey's apartment at 11 last night, a man started following me and talking to ne and trying to make me stop. I drew my knife that Linds got me and told him to go away. I was so scared! I but my finger on knife because it is super sharp and I was freaking out. I'm never going anywhere without that knife!
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Little update...
Most I u don't know the level of how sick is really been.... Pain and vomitting mixed with all around weakness and lethaargy. The fort battle has been waking up and eating. It's very very hard. But I'm trying so much. I'm really proud of myself because I am up and curretly trying I gather the energy to I down the stairs. But I'm gonna sit up for a ( Read more... ) -
Just a thought...
If someone u care about says that she/he is in the hospital, I don't care what u are going through, answer. Fuck. U say u love me but can't take 2 seconds out to ask if I am feeling better. U of all people know by fear of hospitals... Whatever...
I just got up. In watching ellen and waiting for family to get here. I am gonna wash up and put on some ( Read more... )
